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30 years old laid off collected not barley crap do to the loss hours the quarters and so between child support and all they give me 88 a week come on slap in the face i lost all last couple years its so hard expes.here in rhode island seems like there is no such thing as work its a dirty world about damm the govt dont give sh.. i worked since i was 14 and always supported my son now its tough had move home i get him every weekend im going nuts no jobs im so behind on  every bill christmas was a nightmare i hate asking all goes towards him as my dad was never there for me ever im there for him every weekend i see how hard it is look at a 10 year old nowing you cant afford sh.. cant get own appt all is a luxury but some things are nessecerary i cant keep living here im 30 my friends all i broke contact in depression they most went colledge they cant find work or most came from rich familys so they don need worry i grew up single mom 3 boys oldest of them had quit in 10 grade make money never had chance from the start i guess i feel life is nere end i have not seen a dentist in around 6 -7 years have a gum problem teeth rott same as my son all went in his mouth when working give you so much a year to do work on your mouth his teeth are all done worried about him first his mom is a great girl i messed up things get tough people loose it push people away best way they no how .we are ok friends talking way i guess just glad he is my life or i be dead already nothing tom live for i will always be struggling and in pain inside out depressed and i feel never happy it will be soon i can feel it only the ones dont have to ever worry or have to never worry will never walk the mans shoes thats broke in all ways some guy took me for my last 10,000 after i left laid off saying he make it into 20,000 in a 6 month and so on so then get your 10,000 back inhand take the other 10,000 keep going so on yeah ripped off was saving to get bteeth done and have enough pay bills for while all happened soi quick still dazed he sent me checks 2 was fraud fake so i got screwed on that situation still have one for 9,999 anyone can help no checks please i will give my nickname and adress at moms jimmy m.  24 curson street upstairs ,west warwick ,rhode island 02893, usa ,i no most dont care or think all lie come live my life if you are well off for a week you pay all get out of it believe me on my son i dont wish this hellish life on anyone and pray econemy gets better so we can get jobs over 400,000 laid odd and unemployment is a joke govt is a joke will not help to get help from the state i have to have worked in last 3 months to get aid is this serious this law is so just i cant believe it we send trillions of AID to help all theese countries yet a man as of me payed taxes for 16 years all family faught every war irish/sicilian my irish side treated like slaves pieces of crap help build this countrie from ground up i believe god will judge all on there ways and the ones pass the ones they can help he will ask why and greed is why or they dont have time yet maybe they are saving a life i no someone may save mine or not i cant do this anymore the govt is a joke bush can go hell when he leaves with his trillions in oil stocks and his big house after he dont deserve a gold watch as most get when leaving a job years of retirment or what have you he is the greedys guy and bill gates is a fraud i say as most that become that rich say i worked for it i worked all my life they just caught a break thats all forget were they come from or who friends family and what things mean to them they are the unhappiest i think deep down guilt kills them im dying inside but i no im loyal honest and care about the person nere me reaching for a hand and to close i hope the ones that are like this are haunted by there doings there souls are crying they are not listning god bless all out there you are not alone and we all need to stick together in need only way as look around at your family friends when in need a stranger is a friend maybe justr have not met yet good night to all and bless this world not countrie that means nothing to me all people matter not just we call americians no such thing all are from all them countries and indians i say are the real owners still in my heart what happened to them was the worst thing in history ever worse then any war anything wiping out a race almost shame on all that did they just protected there ways as they prodected we kill this land and we did look around we killed the world i will close with that !!!!!